I need a break
Monday, June 22nd, 2009Happy belated Father’s Day! It’s been a long weekend. The medicine they gave me helps a little, but not a lot. I constantly feel sick, nauseas, exhausted and I can see why people ditch chemo. It is rough. This is the hardest thing I’ve been through. Not to brag, but I’ve been through a few things in my 32 years. I’ll spare you the list, but believe me chemo and cancer top it all.
I have my bone scan today to see if the cancer has spread to my bones. I hope it hasn’t. I also have IV fluids, anti nausea meds and steroids today. I’m sick of being poked and prodded. I dread them accessing my port for the fluids. For some reason the surgeon couldn’t get it in the best position and the nurse has a hard time accessing it. It hurts. It’s bruised. I don’t want them to touch it. Please pray that she can get it on her first attempt.
Thank you for everything. Your prayers are being felt and I need them more than ever. I’m so tired. I’m so sick of this. I don’t want to go through 6 more rounds of chemo. I need a break.
